09-15-2020, 08:09 AM
Entry 1: ##1315406
I wrote this while having a nervous breakdown, here are the lyrics:
my life is fine
i am content
more than i've ever been
and i'm thankful
for all that i have
so why do i feel so *****ty?
why do i feel so tired?
i just want to sleep until tomorrow
i should be crying tears of joy
instead, half of me is screaming and the other half is numb
and i miss you
and i
and i
don't know how I'll live
without you here
my woe
is over
whelming, i can't live on my
own, i can't love myself as much as
you do, no, i know that it's
stupid, i live in constant fear for
you and i don't want you to
leave, everything will pass me by
while i sit here paranoid
oh
i love everything
and it's destroying me
no, how will i live
when it all disappoints me
the world is crashing and burning
one day we will all fall
and i will have to watch it
die
you are my everything
please don't leave me, i am weak
i just want to go to sleep
Entry #2: ##875312
Lyrics:
Why don't you love me?
Why is it so hard?
Why can't you love me?
You left me scarred
I gave you my heart
You gave it back broken
And you don't even regret
your decision
Why don't you want me?
You pushed me away
You didn't even want me
to stay for two days
You gave him your soul
And left me with nothing
And now I have nothing
You took it away
you took it away
I just need a mother
who cares about me
Who gives up her ugly
abusive eye candy
I gave him respect
I gave you my blessing
But now you just hate me
He's better than me, right?
I'm no better than a fool
for trusting you
Who trusts their mother, right?
Of all the rules in life
Some say trust family
Some say trust nobody
What do I choose?
Who do I choose?
You betrayed me
Gave me away
Left me to the wolves
it's child's play
Taking candy from a baby
Taking bliss from a girl
Feeding on me like a vulture
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Give you my money?
When all you do
is leave me bloody
and heartbroken
because you care more about him
than me
I wrote this while having a nervous breakdown, here are the lyrics:
my life is fine
i am content
more than i've ever been
and i'm thankful
for all that i have
so why do i feel so *****ty?
why do i feel so tired?
i just want to sleep until tomorrow
i should be crying tears of joy
instead, half of me is screaming and the other half is numb
and i miss you
and i
and i
don't know how I'll live
without you here
my woe
is over
whelming, i can't live on my
own, i can't love myself as much as
you do, no, i know that it's
stupid, i live in constant fear for
you and i don't want you to
leave, everything will pass me by
while i sit here paranoid
oh
i love everything
and it's destroying me
no, how will i live
when it all disappoints me
the world is crashing and burning
one day we will all fall
and i will have to watch it
die
you are my everything
please don't leave me, i am weak
i just want to go to sleep
Entry #2: ##875312
Lyrics:
Why don't you love me?
Why is it so hard?
Why can't you love me?
You left me scarred
I gave you my heart
You gave it back broken
And you don't even regret
your decision
Why don't you want me?
You pushed me away
You didn't even want me
to stay for two days
You gave him your soul
And left me with nothing
And now I have nothing
You took it away
you took it away
I just need a mother
who cares about me
Who gives up her ugly
abusive eye candy
I gave him respect
I gave you my blessing
But now you just hate me
He's better than me, right?
I'm no better than a fool
for trusting you
Who trusts their mother, right?
Of all the rules in life
Some say trust family
Some say trust nobody
What do I choose?
Who do I choose?
You betrayed me
Gave me away
Left me to the wolves
it's child's play
Taking candy from a baby
Taking bliss from a girl
Feeding on me like a vulture
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
Give you my money?
When all you do
is leave me bloody
and heartbroken
because you care more about him
than me