01-08-2021, 08:37 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-08-2021, 08:43 AM by Inconsistent.)
I fear being around people and I fear being alone.
I fear that I've wasted my potential.
I fear that I will end my time in this world having left behind nothing greater than myself.
I fear the encroaching numbness that I can detect affecting my everyday existence.
I fear at all times that my life choices have led to me missing my true place and/or calling in the world. (Sometimes, I can momentarily feel and smell and taste and hear another life, a better life, with me in it, and in the next instant - when I come back to reality - know that time is either running out or has already expired for me to experience it.)
I fear that I've wasted my potential.
I fear that I will end my time in this world having left behind nothing greater than myself.
I fear the encroaching numbness that I can detect affecting my everyday existence.
I fear at all times that my life choices have led to me missing my true place and/or calling in the world. (Sometimes, I can momentarily feel and smell and taste and hear another life, a better life, with me in it, and in the next instant - when I come back to reality - know that time is either running out or has already expired for me to experience it.)