11-11-2021, 01:49 PM
I at least thought lucent and I were friends.
I never thought she would do that to me by making a channel just hating on me
It wasn't just how I felt about OS, it was more about the betrayal of a friend I held dear to my heart
I admired lucent. I really did.
That's my main thing.
People I thought I was friends with. People I loved in my heart.
Love platonically
Like how you love a brother
I have no siblings and I considered them family
So when that all happened, it hit me harder than it should have
Ok. It's a long story. I think it all stems further back to when lucent and wafels were still a thing
Wafels was gonna move to Toronto
I was gonna show him around
She got jealous
I think that's where it started to go down hill
After the whole #*****-alex thread happened, I became incredibly bitter
Maybe that caused me to act a little more egotistical to avoid myself from falling deeper in the already drugged state at the time
OS brought me to the brink of alcoholism.
But I'm better
I fixed that
That happened in October.
I was already in a down state so this just pushed me over
Lucent hates me for
1. My music being too repetitive
2. My personality.
I thought we worked it out in the summer when we became friends
But I guess I was wrong
This leads us to a few months ago when I had enough. ***** OS and people who was with lucent to treat me like worthless trash.
That's where we are now.
And I already know you are screenshoting this convo because all you lot are doing this to me always. I can never trust.
You guys are laughing in the other server.
Sigh... What's done is done.
I'm done talking
I never thought she would do that to me by making a channel just hating on me
It wasn't just how I felt about OS, it was more about the betrayal of a friend I held dear to my heart
I admired lucent. I really did.
That's my main thing.
People I thought I was friends with. People I loved in my heart.
Love platonically
Like how you love a brother
I have no siblings and I considered them family
So when that all happened, it hit me harder than it should have
Ok. It's a long story. I think it all stems further back to when lucent and wafels were still a thing
Wafels was gonna move to Toronto
I was gonna show him around
She got jealous
I think that's where it started to go down hill
After the whole #*****-alex thread happened, I became incredibly bitter
Maybe that caused me to act a little more egotistical to avoid myself from falling deeper in the already drugged state at the time
OS brought me to the brink of alcoholism.
But I'm better
I fixed that
That happened in October.
I was already in a down state so this just pushed me over
Lucent hates me for
1. My music being too repetitive
2. My personality.
I thought we worked it out in the summer when we became friends
But I guess I was wrong
This leads us to a few months ago when I had enough. ***** OS and people who was with lucent to treat me like worthless trash.
That's where we are now.
And I already know you are screenshoting this convo because all you lot are doing this to me always. I can never trust.
You guys are laughing in the other server.
Sigh... What's done is done.
I'm done talking