my organ loss story so that I don't need to explain it to anyone anymore

[Lopyt]

People that judge you based on just your looks are very shallow and probably wouldn't make good friends anyway. I don't think you should be concerned too much about that part if you feel like you have a good personality.

Sorry to hear about the rest though, I hope you don't feel too bad about it, its probably better than dying from HIV though I would guess. Sorry if I sound insensitive I just always try to look for the good in things