2023 October Monthly Contest

[Mr. Magicman]

i probably wont have any time to work on this tomorrow so im just gonna submit it now. this song came from the most negative, deep recesses of my mind. i kinda hate it tbh 😂 i was NOT in a good mental state when i wrote this. anyways its sort of a manifestation of all my self-doubt and negative mindset towards my songwriting, struggling to compose something new and never being able to finish things, and always going back and listening to my older songs. that kinda thing. ive also just been doing quite poorly lately so this was a good outlet! hopefully it gives you a very uneasy, unwelcoming feeling while listening. the main "urgency" of it comes from it sounding like you arent really SUPPOSED to be listening yknow? its kind of all over the place, and composition-wise not even close to my best, but i do think i hit it outta the park with some of the experimental sound design here. hope you enjoy! (well, i guess i actually hope you DONT enjoy and it does well 😂)